It seems like I say, ‘Today has been a hard day…” quite a bit. But every day is hard. There are little reminders punched into everyday that remind me of Jonah. This morning I woke up to mother natures monthly reminder that I am not pregnant anymore. It was devastating to find and feel. After I pulled myself together, the Today Show did a segment on newborns and the cost of having a baby in a hospital.
I thought about the medical bills that are piling in. Hospital bills and no baby.
Today I would have been 34 weeks pregnant.