{Happy} Thanksgiving

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Although there isn’t a lot of happiness for me this thanksgiving, there are many things to be thankful for. Since Jonah died, my eyes see more clearly to the most important things in life.

But…

Tomorrow is still going to be hard for me. This was suppose to be my first holiday with my newborn. Everyone was suppose to be gawking over Jonah and holding him for the first time. Family was suppose to ask me how he is sleeping, eating, and if I’m getting any sleep myself.

But there will be no baby holding, no gawking, and no baby questions. Just awkward talk about everything but my baby.

It just seems like everyone’s arms are full when mine are so empty.

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