Merry Christmas in Heaven, Jonah! We love you so much.
Yesterday Drew and I took a much needed ‘Day Away’ from home. We needed a day away from work, the house and just everything. We needed time to ourselves. We went to Waterloo and spent the afternoon shopping and had lunch together. It was so nice to spend some quality time with him. We didn’t even […]
The other day I went shopping for some much needed household items, Christmas gifts and other odd and end things. At Target, I found the most perfect frames for Jonah’s precious footprints and one of his ultrasound pictures. They are 3 inch by 3 inch frames, so I had to trim part of the pictures. […]
I like Michael Buble’s version of ‘All I Want For Christmas.’ It is much slower and somewhat sad. It fits my mood exactly this Christmas. And Michael Buble’s voice is utterly amazing in general. ‘I just want you for my own. More than you could ever know. Make my wish come true. You know that all […]
When Jonah died, I was flooded with so many pregnancy loss, stillbirth and grief books that I never got around to reading them. In the beginning the slightest thing set me in a weeping spell, that I just couldn’t read about any of it. I’m starting to read them, finally. It helps. I still will have a […]
Tonight I looked at all my ultrasound pictures and Jonah’s handprints and footprints. These pictures are so precious to me. Not very many people have seen them. They are hard to look at most times. They bring back strong memories. And with each picture, I could tell you exactly what that day was like. Some […]
Lately I’ve just been speechless. I don’t know what to say or do anymore. I have a streak of a couple of decent days where I appear and seem like I am doing alright. I laugh at funny things, I cook supper, I go to the grocery store, pay the bills, do the laundry, etc. […]