Lately I’ve just been speechless. I don’t know what to say or do anymore. I have a streak of a couple of decent days where I appear and seem like I am doing alright. I laugh at funny things, I cook supper, I go to the grocery store, pay the bills, do the laundry, etc.
I actually get things done those days.
But now and then, I’ll have one of those days or sometimes even just a moment where the curtain falls and I remember what has all happened. All Drew has to do is look at me and he knows. He knows it’s one of those days or moments where all I can do is sit, cry and think about my new normal.
I cried hard today.