Christmas has already come and gone so quickly. And it seemed so special this year, when we were all so sad last Christmas. Being pregnant (especially 29/30 weeks pregnant) around Christmas time brings a much greater joy to the holidays. I feel as though the last year and a half I have very much identified myself […]
I can’t believe I am 28 weeks now. Which is very bittersweet since this when I was told Jonah’s heartbeat had stopped and he was delivered 28 weeks 1 day. Every day after is becoming a milestone for me. Thinking back to my pregnancy with Jonah makes me evermore thankful now… There is something to […]
Merry Christmas in Heaven, Jonah! We love you so much.
Yesterday Drew and I took a much needed ‘Day Away’ from home. We needed a day away from work, the house and just everything. We needed time to ourselves. We went to Waterloo and spent the afternoon shopping and had lunch together. It was so nice to spend some quality time with him. We didn’t even […]
The other day I went shopping for some much needed household items, Christmas gifts and other odd and end things. At Target, I found the most perfect frames for Jonah’s precious footprints and one of his ultrasound pictures. They are 3 inch by 3 inch frames, so I had to trim part of the pictures. […]
I like Michael Buble’s version of ‘All I Want For Christmas.’ It is much slower and somewhat sad. It fits my mood exactly this Christmas. And Michael Buble’s voice is utterly amazing in general. ‘I just want you for my own. More than you could ever know. Make my wish come true. You know that all […]
This morning I heard on the radio Maria Carrey’s ‘All I Want For Christmas’ and it hurt. My family and my husband have been asking what I’d like for Christmas. When my family asks, I reply with a simple, “I don’t know.” When Drew asks, I say, “You know…” I’ve done a little Christmas shopping this […]
Today, Drew and I put up the Christmas tree and all the Christmas decorations around the house. I had been debating for some time about doing it at all. In my mind, I didn’t want to celebrate Christmas this year. I didn’t want to be reminded of my empty arms or my breaking heart. The […]