Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky. I wonder how I ever got here. And is this really real? For a long time after Jonah had gone, I didn’t think I could have another baby without feeling as though I had forgotten about Jonah and such a sad time in my life. I felt […]
I can’t believe I am 28 weeks now. Which is very bittersweet since this when I was told Jonah’s heartbeat had stopped and he was delivered 28 weeks 1 day. Every day after is becoming a milestone for me. Thinking back to my pregnancy with Jonah makes me evermore thankful now… There is something to […]
One year ago today my life turned upside down and I was told my baby would most likely die. A year ago today I spent over 36 hours in the hospital. Drew and I spent our time in about 3 different hospital rooms, with about 12 different doctors, countless nurses, millions of tests, and very […]
Good Friday was a beautiful day here in Iowa. The sun was shining and you just wanted to be outside and feel the warmth of the sun on our face. We’ve had such a hard, long winter that I almost forgot what that felt like. But before we enjoyed the sunny afternoon, my family went […]
No matter who you are and no matter what you’ve done there will come a time when you can’t make it on your own. I love this song and Third Day. But I feel like I need a miracle right now. I don’t really know what that miracle is that I need, but I know […]
Some days the weight of my past pulls me down and I can hardly push on. When I can only focus on my failures. My body failed me and I am so mad at it. It had one job and it failed. I did everything I was suppose to do, and it still failed. The […]
Last year I taught kindergarten and 1st grade at a catholic school about 20 minutes from my house. I loved teaching there because we could talk about our faith and relate everything that was happening to the work of God. Many of you know that I took this year off to stay home with Jonah […]
