Every passing year since Jonah’s death, the month of August rolls around and it somehow takes me to a different place. It takes me three years back. To a place full of sorrow, unknown and fears. It was a scary time in my life and a time I am not soon to forget. Looking back […]

Introducing … Micah Rae Johnson

  Introducing… Micah Rae Johnson February 2, 2015 at 7:36pm 5 lbs 4 oz – 18 inches The past four weeks have been a blur and I sometimes can’t believe what has all happened, BUT I have never been so happy (and tired!). Micah came 5 weeks early into this world and low and behold […]


Christmas has already come and gone so quickly. And it seemed so special this year, when we were all so sad last Christmas. Being pregnant (especially 29/30 weeks pregnant) around Christmas time brings a much greater joy to the holidays. I feel as though the last year and a half I have very much identified myself […]

28 Weeks – The Third Trimester

I can’t believe I am 28 weeks now. Which is very bittersweet since this when I was told Jonah’s heartbeat had stopped and he was delivered 28 weeks 1 day. Every day after is becoming a milestone for me. Thinking back to my pregnancy with Jonah makes me evermore thankful now… There is something to […]

I Lift My Hands and Pray

I’m different lately. I’ve noticed myself becoming bitter and jealous of everyone around me. I know that it’s ok to feel these kinds of emotions considering the deep loss I’ve experienced, but I don’t like it. I found myself wincing at the sight of a newborn photo online and feeling angry at the thought of […]

Too Beautiful

The other day I went shopping for some much needed household items, Christmas gifts and other odd and end things. At Target, I found the most perfect frames for Jonah’s precious footprints and one of his ultrasound pictures. They are 3 inch by 3 inch frames, so I had to trim part of the pictures. […]