Every passing year since Jonah’s death, the month of August rolls around and it somehow takes me to a different place. It takes me three years back. To a place full of sorrow, unknown and fears. It was a scary time in my life and a time I am not soon to forget. Looking back […]

26 Weeks

  How far along? 26 weeks and 4 days How big is baby? 9.2 inches – 2 pounds! Baby is the size of a head of lettuce!!! Maternity clothes? Of course. On Black Friday I ordered a few things that were 40% off and seemed like a good deal. I ordered an outfit for Christmas, so I hope […]

Day 9: Music – Capture Your Grief

Music has helped me tremendously on this journey. I have a ‘My Jonah’ playlist on my iPhone and I play it whenever I need encouragement or when I need a good cry. Lately, this song captures exactly how I’ve been feeling. I feel as though my heart is out of place and a piece of […]

Day 8: Color – Capture Your Grief

I guess since Jonah is a boy I’ve always associated the color blue with him, but since Jonah died I’ve been seeing him in all sorts of nature’s beautiful colors. Since the seasons have been changing, I’ve been seeing him in the beautiful trees in our neighborhood with reds, orange, and yellows on the leaves. […]