Every passing year since Jonah’s death, the month of August rolls around and it somehow takes me to a different place. It takes me three years back. To a place full of sorrow, unknown and fears. It was a scary time in my life and a time I am not soon to forget. Looking back […]
It has been over two and a half years since I last held my dear little boy in my womb and my arms. But after all this time and the time ahead, my heart still feels him and still loves him. Every single day I am reminded of him in some small and also big ways. […]
Life is full of humbling moments where you are knocked down to your knees and your breath is taken away and you are reminded of how good you once had it. If only you could tell your yesterday self about todays problems you might be in better shape. But life doesn’t happen that way. In […]
Micah is already 5 and a half months old now and I am so enjoying this stage with her. I love her little personality that is starting to shine through and all the big milestones like rolling over that she is accomplishing. I am starting to feel the ease of motherhood and although my worries […]
It has been way too long since my last post, but so many things have been happening. I swear there never feels like enough time in the day to sit down and write it all out. It seems like if I ever do get a free moment I am doing a load of laundry or […]
Sometimes I wonder how I got so lucky. I wonder how I ever got here. And is this really real? For a long time after Jonah had gone, I didn’t think I could have another baby without feeling as though I had forgotten about Jonah and such a sad time in my life. I felt […]
Introducing… Micah Rae Johnson February 2, 2015 at 7:36pm 5 lbs 4 oz – 18 inches The past four weeks have been a blur and I sometimes can’t believe what has all happened, BUT I have never been so happy (and tired!). Micah came 5 weeks early into this world and low and behold […]
I love this song and heard it awhile ago. I’ve been listening to it and anxiously awaiting that moment when I hold my little girl.