Christmas has already come and gone so quickly. And it seemed so special this year, when we were all so sad last Christmas. Being pregnant (especially 29/30 weeks pregnant) around Christmas time brings a much greater joy to the holidays. I feel as though the last year and a half I have very much identified myself […]

26 Weeks

  How far along? 26 weeks and 4 days How big is baby? 9.2 inches – 2 pounds! Baby is the size of a head of lettuce!!! Maternity clothes? Of course. On Black Friday I ordered a few things that were 40% off and seemed like a good deal. I ordered an outfit for Christmas, so I hope […]

A Letter to Me

Today I thought about what I would say if I could write a letter to myself a year ago this time. I thought about what it was like a year ago and I remember everything had seemingly gone back to normal for everyone else. While I was still hurting so badly on the inside, yet […]

Day 25: #SayItOutLoud – Capture Your Grief

Nobody knows the pain I feel. Every day I am reminded of my pain. And this pain I feel is in other words my love for Jonah and his absence. This pain is defeating. I never knew I could love someone so much and I never knew my heart could hurt this bad. I should […]