Micah is already 5 and a half months old now and I am so enjoying this stage with her. I love her little personality that is starting to shine through and all the big milestones like rolling over that she is accomplishing. I am starting to feel the ease of motherhood and although my worries […]
I have often described myself as a very deep wound. Every day it heals a little, but with every step forward – the scab pulls away and breaks open and starts to bleed again. Some days bleed more then others. But even after time, I’ll always have this deep scar.
Only 65 days ago I gave birth to Jonah. It feels like a lifetime ago and yet it feels like yesterday. Last night I told my husband that it felt as if I was living a dream and I just want to be woken up. I still feel like this is all just a bad […]
I find myself daydreaming about Jonah lately. I daydream about what he’s doing right now and what might have been. Sometimes I cry, but sometimes it just makes me smile. I know there is a reason Jonah held on so long when the doctors told me he couldn’t and there is a reason why I […]